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"I Have The Hardest Job In the World"

I woke up this morning with a heavy heart, a little different than usual. When you devote your time and attention to your children especially when they have special needs you tend to lose yourself. It is very difficult to always stay in the positive, take care of yourself and keep pressing forward. It has been at least 13 years since I sacrificed my lucrative job on Wall Street. A job that I loved and was respected by others every day. Then there was the "surprise of all surprises", "the curve ball", "the things that you don't plan on, or think about when your planning on having children", "it's called AUTISM." Just because I stopped working for a salary does not mean that I'm not working even harder at home. You can't put a price tag on sacrificing yourself for the future of your children. So when people say, "Cathy, why aren't you working?" My answer to that is, "I am every day, with the heavy heart, an open mind, and with a smile on my face." I can only pray for the people whom can never wrap their heads around how difficult my life is. I feel beat up, tired, misunderstood, depressed and anxious at times. But every day with a smile on my face fighting the good fight for the future of my children. It has taken its toll, but my boys, especially Anthony, Jr. are showing me that it's all worth it. So as I have tears rolling down my face, please remember you can't put a price tag on things and this is one of them. "So STOP asking me why I'm not working?" "I have the most hardest job in the WORLD!" If you don't have a clue, please keep your comments and stupidity to yourself! (My challenge for myself is: even when I don't feel appreciated, or understood, to know that I was put on this earth for a reason and Wall Street was not that reason.) By the way, just because my son Anthony, Jr. does not reside with my during the week does NOT mean I don't suffer all week long from the emotions I bear in my heart. Just because something is logical in your MIND does NOT mean it is logical in your HEART! This is called unconditional love, but in all reality you suffer the consequences for it daily and in return you hope and pray that all you have done has paid off!

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rush essay on Sunday, July 15, 2018 7:53 AM
Yeah, it's a tough job. But I am pretty sure you love it anyway.
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college essay student writing service on Thursday, August 2, 2018 2:26 AM
There is no doubt that you have been doing the hardest job that is meant to be for the people like you. When you are having a need you are sure to need the motivation to do this type of job for long terms.
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warm hoodies on Monday, August 27, 2018 7:47 AM
There had been often people in this world which had been doing the same job and they are never arguing about it. You are supposed to get some motivation and inspiration if you want to do it easily.
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top rated paper writing services on Friday, February 8, 2019 5:17 AM
Many people think that if you have no job and you are simply in the house taking care of your family, you do the easiest thing in the world compared to the working society. As if they feel so entitled that they are working and someone they know is just a housewife or a househusband. But this is where they get absolutely wrong. It is never an easy job if you are the man of the house. It is a never ending 24-hour and 7 days a week job and you are responsible for the well being of your family. 
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